Well I am still having a hard time typing this due to the pain increasing in my arms and numbness in my hands..ugh but this is important to me so I will carry on with this no matter the pain.
13 more days before I go in to have the pain pump implant, I am counting down the days..I know the recovery is going to be a bit rough but its all going to be worth it in the end..:) Then the surgery on my neck..I will be a whole new person by the time this is all done..lol
I had my middle daughter Kayla and my grandson Hunter over today for a while. I did enjoy the visit with them, but with my pain flaring up so much I really didn't get to play to much. But I did the best I could while they were with me. I always feel better when I have my kiddos over and my grand babies no matter how much pain I am in they always put a smile on my face.
I am tired, tired of sitting all the time, tired of not being able to do what I want to when I want too, tired of hurting so damn much. I am at the mercy of this pain all the time. It rules my life..:( I know their is light at the end of this and I just have to stay strong a little bit longer. I am certainly trying very hard to stay strong.
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